In her head memories keep gathering.
Is there room for more?
Always...
Pain, remorse, betrayal, lost romance- bitter sweet memories.
She sheds tears often due to the present,
but she sheds even more tears due to the past.
Will there be more or less in the future?
Will there even be a future for her?
She falls in love, they say that they love her.
Untrue.
They lie;
building her up just to knock her back down.
When she falls she loses strength.
Can she find enough to get back up on her own?
She is unsure.
She crawls back, but they reject.
So she waits...
Another comes, telling her the same things.
He is more honest;
but can she trust him?
She is with doubt but does so anyways.
"I love you, but I can't promise you that I won't hurt you." he tells her,
bringing her a slight comfort.
But still, she sheds those hopeless tears.
She wants to let go of the past,
but, as always, she can't find the strength.
He helps her; he gives her hope.
Adding a smile to her face.
He wipes away the tears she has, cradling her as though she were a fragile doll.
It has all been done before,
but she feels different this time.
Shoul she go with it?
Her pain from the past is always remembered,
and her tears are always with her,
but her heart is being put back together.
She has a reason to live.....

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