I'm not that girlI'm not that girl that,I'm not that girl
was raped and beaten.
Both physically and mentally.
I'm not that girl that,
tries to kill herself every day.
But somehow is afraid of death.
I'm not that girl that,
is neglected because she doesn't fit in.
She expresses her opinions physically and verbally.
I'm not that girl that,
cries herself to sleep everynight.
Her heart is being ripped apart.
I'm not that girl that,
is in love with some guy.
Yet she can't let go of the past memories.
I'm not that girl that,
is surrounded by friends all the time.
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Her emotionsIn her head memories keep gathering.Her emotions
Is there room for more?
Always... Pain, remorse, betrayal, lost romance- bitter sweet memories.
She sheds tears often due to the present,
but she sheds even more tears due to the past. Will there be more or less in the future? Will there even be a future for her?
She falls in love, they say that they love her.
Untrue.
They lie;
building her up just to knock her back down.
When she falls she loses strength.
Can she find enough to get back up on her own? She is unsure.
She crawls back, but they reject.
Memories againEverything is perfect,Memories again
but there is still something wrong.
I let my mind wonder,
and it goes to memories I hate.
Painful memories,
memories carried by much grief.
Wounds re-open,
blood slowly seeps out.
My mind becomes blank,
and my body becomes hollow.
Tears escape my eyes,
as I think about what I’ve done.
I look down in shame,
memories have gotten to me again.
A pool of blood forms at my side,
my life is draining away.
This time,
I’ve cut too deep.
And now,
I have to pay.
Net AngelWelcome to my world dearie I told the angel on the net it's only for those close to meNet Angel
like this girl i met
No one will hurt her while i'm alive And We swore to stay alive is only for one another i want to bring her here where i am
so i can take care of my dear lover
It's very odd for me to do things like this before i have seen a face it doesn't matter to me
her looks her creed or race
we just complete each other making further proof that all the girls who'd be perfect are all aloof
+If i only..+
Brokenheartedin Youlethargic movements inside and the taste of scorn on my lips i found theres no place to hide from lifes tragic whips caught wanderin round drugged and beat down kept from my pinnaclein You
i have no place to go
but i dont mind
and i dont care now im here in You and i dont matter not anymore cause now im here in You
today was my last day alive but You picked back up im so sick of their lies and You help me put up with all of the crap so i dont snap back i dont know what id do if i lost You
but i d
Somthing to say...
I KICK ASS!!!!!!!!!!
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As the weight of the world falls upon me,
I worry not,
For my music will distract me from my untimely demise.
Evolution is my bitch.
OOPUM GOGO, ZOOMPLE NOON, THE GIGGLE FOX HAS TINKLED THE DINGO, WOLLO!
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(¸.·´ (¸.·´~~**~*~Pico52
A mistake is only a mistake if nothing is learned from it.
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where am i supposed to hide now?
what am i supposed to do?
did you really think i wouldnt see this through?
im still too tired to care and i gotta go
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where am i supposed to hide now?
what am i supposed to do?
did you really think i wouldnt see this through?
im still too tired to care and i gotta go
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where am i supposed to hide now?
what am i supposed to do?
did you really think i wouldnt see this through?
im still too tired to care and i gotta go
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